No matter what.....

I can't deny what I believe....
I can't be what I'm not....

I know this love's forever....

That's all that matters now.....






Courtesy...... Boyzone.....

She.....

She was looking busy.....
But she wasn't.....
Thought of disturbing her....
Made me more anxious....
Somehow I asked...
Hey....you've been busy lately....
She laughed out loud...
And said...Who isn't....
Everyone is digging the holes....
So am I...
I was taken aback...
I said,"are you really happy?"
She again said...Who isn't....
Everyone is getting penny....
So am I....
I was stultified....
Was penny getting more importance....
I reiterated,"are you really happy?"
That smirk...Those partly irate eyes....
Everyone is swaggering...
Why cant I....
Happiness was coined....Again...
Swagger,Penny were its new names....
Dismayed...I finally asked...
"Don't you miss anyone"....
She said....Do you....
That grating silence in her eyes....
I couldn't answer....
She smiled genuinely and said....
"Thats how we all have become....
And thats how it will go on forever....
Loneliness isnt the only issue...
Issue is how you subdue it...
Deep down....all of us are witless...
But what matters is how you portray....
How you contrive this word called 'happiness'...
'She' inside of yours....is lonely...
But thats how 'She' is destined to remain...
And thats how everyone of us will remain....
Until someone comes and completes us".....
I left her relieved....purged....
I knew she was right....
For one reason....She knew....
How to play this game....called 'Life'....

The Day that never comes....

The day will come...
When you will have so many questions...
And I will be flooded with answers.....
That day I wont be busy.....
That day you wont be sissy.....
That day you will be out of smiles....
And damn I will be full of tears...
You know that day will come....
You know you are gearing up for it...
That day I wont dither...
That day you wont waver....
I ll look into your eyes....
And whisper....
Its one hug that will end all your compunctions...
Its a one frown that will end all our quarrels....
I may remain far away.....After that day...
But the fumes of engines....
The aroma of caffine....will nudge you every day....
Till I return....I know you will remain there....
Standing with your grin....
With your eyes falling for me.....
And your words....Waiting to get responses.....
The one you always wanted...
Till that day.....
I will remember and repeat....
That this shall pass too....My child....
This shall pass too....

R.I.P Dime.....

This one is for you Dime.....Rest In Peace.....You came to Rock....And Rocked like no other.....!!!

If Only....

Darken sky...With rainfall & thunder...
She stood by the mirror...
Glanced her necklace and hair...
It was the time...She knew...
But was it really?
Struggling with reflections...
She gazed out of window...
Sensual breezes...Those numbing showers..
She recalled...
His touch..His smiles..
His occasional glares...
His arrival was inevitable..
She was stuck in memories...
A walk in the rain..
She cleared the whispers...
He was going to be there...
She knew...She knew...
As clouds struck again..
She walked like a hazy mist...
Again a thunderstruck...
The flashback...His ego...
Her emotions....The feud..
His sudden disappearance...
Six months its been...
He was coming back...
Just for her....Just for her...
She reached...Shivering...
Breathing heavy...Fumbling her necklace...
The only thing....His souvenir...
She reached...Sat down...
Sat down on knee...
Waiting for him..Searching for him..
Soon rain was all over the place...
In her eyes also...
She couldn't control...
Again a memories...
She regretted if only she hadn't fought...
And hastily he went by...
As if he wasn't her anymore...
She turned...And it was over...
She wiped the tears...
Stood near a cold stone...
Where he was sleeping...
Felt as if he was fumbling his fingers...
Trying to soothe her....But vain...
Her mirage was in splinters...
He wasn't coming back...
Never in wildest nightmares...
Only thing she was weeping for...
If only she had last word...
How much she loved him....
If only...He was with her...
If only....

Four.......

Following are some questions for which some of (Yeah atleast some of us) have only one answers.....

1.Have you read my blog?
2.Are you Brahmin?
3.Have you listened to Linking Park,Children Of Bodom,Shakira,Enrique,Rasputin,Boney M,Abba,BSB,James Blunt,Hillary Duff(Why don't you just die)....?
4.Whats your take on bomb blasts and all terrorism?
5.Can you tell me how was yesterday's movie or some friggin show on some bull crap music channel ? I mean how did you feel after watching it?(Arrrggghhhh......)
6.Why are you searching so many things on Wikipedia?
7.Will you write testimonial for me on one of degraded Social networking site......?
8.Why don't you come and join us for Picnic?
9.Why don't you click numerous photos when you are outside pretending some kinda Gladrags/Man/Woman hunt photo shoot is going on(Why dont you just shit on road and display your derrière)?
10.Why have you created such ugly blog?


The only answer is...


Fuck Off or Go Fuck Yourself.......

Three....

Hey you…..
What if I tell you….?
Your search for life is over…
Will you expect me to explain...?
What if I do explain you…?
That you are done with woman wealth and wine…..
Will you search for more…?
You will be searching for what….
Another ten grants of gold….
A journey to Mt.Everest…..
A ride in Ferrari Enzo….
You will hardly agree…..
Cause you need something more….
You came to this world in some labour room….
Would you go and purchase that room….
Or just get contended by visiting it…
There is not a tiny fault of yours…..
That you lived your life around
Your loved once…
Your enemies…
And with many people to whom you never respected….
Never adjusted…
Never had a fight…
Now what…
You wanna tune up your six strings and play purple haze….
You wanna relieve the tender moments with your gal….
Or you wanna go back smash your foes head….
Mind you he is asking for the same….
Should I allow him…?
Or you wanna go back and make love to your school crush….
You pervert don't you think that way….
What are you questioning…?
How many sins have I committed…..?
Ask yourself….
What now you forgot?
Good then leave it to me….
What are you thinking now…?
Knock knock knocking on heaven's door….
This aint Bob Dylan's concert…
This is highway to hell you ass….
So what now you are crying for….?
I can revise names cried because of you…
What you wanna meet your parents…?
Heard you sent them to old age home….
Now don't kneel in front of me….
I am not the one….
I am not the infinity….
I am an angel….
What angels help humans…..?
I am a death angel you naif...
And you're damn soul….
Looks like you are already haunted…..
You had signals so many times….
To became good man…
But you followed your desires….
And you screwed….
You screwed badly….
You hurt many people….
Just for money and power….
And now I am gonna send you to court….
Where you will be judged….
You will be crucified….
Or you will be freed to heaven….
Chances of later one are less….
What you want me to help…?
And you are bribing me for that…
What kinda bastard you are…?
You have crossed the limits….
I ll recommend god to send you to hell….
Don't you beg me like that…?
You want once last chance….
Ok let me think…Do one thing…
Go back and wake up from sleep…
And stop all the awful things….
Start fearing ALMIGHTY…
And don't hurt anyone…
Now get lost….
And don't ever dream of me…
But hey if you invite me I ll always come….
And I ll come until you change yourself…
And all the things around you…
Now go and get up…
Your mother is shouting at you for being late at school…